Who watch me I am moving accounts for the new year...just really sick of this account.


I hope to see you all at my new account!
(I'll still check here every once in awhile so don't worry)

~Zaiakai

Until I am all ready and stuff leave all messages here but watch the other account if you want.





~Zaiakai~Zaiakai~Zaiakai~Zaiakai~Zaiakai~Zaiakai~Zaiakai~Zaiakai

SWEET GLORIOUS SNOOOOW!!!!!!!!!!!





Going in tomorrow to pick out a Snowboard.
















Still bummed out to no end...but I'm getting slightly better...I guess.

Happy New Year all, we welcome the year 2007 with opened arms...right. Just another lousy year of Global Warming....

---------RAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT-----------


I swear the holiday pish-posh has just sucked the life out of me...I am like...dreading life...

=.= So depressed...I hope my new Warriors book (Sunset) I rented will cheer me up somewhat...

Rant of depressing things:


My weight at least i have been on a walk everyday this week...hoping it helps.
My speech impediment, I'm fucked for life...see people, this is why I never talk...I SLUR MY WORDS AND GET MIXED UP! -I swear I have dyslexia-
My fashion and fashion prices...went to buy HotTopic pants because dammit I am now emo and want to look it! But didn't because I don't have $55 fucking dollars to spend...which brings up problem four:
I don't get enough allowance, I can buy nothing satisfying with only $20 bucks a month (and saving is a bitch because when I go to buy the item it's always GONE)...bringing me to five:
I can't get a damn job because I am only 15...which slides me to number 6:
I am bored, bored, BORED...I need something to keep my mind off of things....like a job....buuuut noooo....labor laws...and speaking of being underage...I want my eyebrow and lip pierced...and maybe a tattoo...but I have to waaaaiiiittt.....ugggg....
Also...the worst part of this all is I have no friends...noone to hang with, no one to date and all that crap...I am so lonely right now... v.v
Which brings me to this: [link]
....I...want...that man. -dies- Every time I look at his pictures I get all saldjkfdlgjfd like....he's so awesome...and his photography is to die for...-sigh- Men that beautiful are hard to come by...heh....yeah...that guy's pictures cheer me up some what.


So much more stuff I am all bummed out about...like..........people who keep making fun of me...........................-coughHaleighcough-...

Her and my sister literally made me run off crying because they kept laughing me....and they didn't even do anything to cheer me up...it made me so infuriated...


Uggg well it seems every moment of the day I just want to either strangle someone or go off and cry....it sucks................wish me luck and hope I get over this soon....I'll get your stuff done eventually...


One a good note, I got my electric guitar...I named him Dante...and uhhh I got a new MP3 player (SanDisk c240) w/ Rhapsody to Go....but that damned screen (and some of the black area) already has a scratch allll across it...I am SO PISSED ABOUT THAT.................................UGGGG!


Oh and sorry people I don't have a fancy iPOD and I aint all "styling" like....sorry I want my MP3 player to last more then a month....fucking preps...



In ottheerrr news....my brother has been here for almost 2 weeks now so far so good. He has been cool. :3

Oh and I went to go sell some games I never played any more at EB Games for some quick...guess how much they offered me for 8 games with cases and in great condition............3 fucking dollars for everything....cheap bastards....Ebay it is then....I'll post the Lot here when I get it up....




Ok I'm done............................................-walks off slow and dejected-








....I'm determined to buy those Emo pants if it cost me my alloawce for a year!!!!

First off...I beat Resident Evil 4 yay! (only took 20 hours 6 miniutes and 44 seconds...so says the timer...) The ending I got made me all giddy like...

Ashley: How about we head to my place for some 'overtime', what do you say?
...and so on.

Haha......damn and he turned her down to...curse you Ada and what ever relationship you had with Leon...

Ah well...me and my sister were still freaking out about the "Get on, sweetheart..." line Leon said when the got on the Jetski in the first place. Hahaha...-fangirl mode- it was so pointless but it made us squeal...yeah ok I'm done.


...ok now for the update:

I don't think I am gonna get everyone's pictures done in time for Christmas...I've been all like sdjlkfifjdiuj busy busy busy...sooo I apologize to you all...and you all just hold your horsey sauce I'll get them done eventually!

-slip off to bed-




ZOMG 3 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O.O

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I made my first print...nothing incredibly special. But if someone wants to buy a mouse pad or magnet feel free to do it!

I plan to make more of these, so feel free to post suggestions. Chyeah...I'm greedy and just want cash. $$$$




...yep.


HELP ANYONE?: Kittyboy...since he was declawed we got him this pain patch from the doctor right, and they put it on his hind leg ok...and like where it was is all...like....discolored....redish-brown....it's creepy looking I hope he is ok...any have this happened before?! I mean KB looks ok but he might be infected with a buh-ziese! O_______O